you make me being a stupid

Call me stupid, call me naive
I'm just start expecting too much again
You, somehow being important to me
Though i was felt like that before
And i remember it's not easy to make myself realize to not hoping
You make it again now
Put that laugh that jokes that voice in my head
Keep and lock it and rewind it again and again, make myself want to hear that again and again
You, somehow become addiction
That voice, i would do anything to hear that again
It's not too much but it is what i feel
I'm blind, i can't see that's a wrong
Huge wrong to let you fill my head like you was before
I was cried, once today
I don't know it can be that sad to hear your voice when i realize you don't even care
You asked what happened to me i said it's nothing
But then you made a joke made me laugh
It's simply like that you make me forget the fact that you such a womanizer