what i have to say to describe the life lately?
all messed up.
broken relationshit, boyfriend that cheating...
ah more than just cheating, i say.
do you know how it feels when your loveliest person is getting married with another girl?
sad, mad, broken heart, desperate...
and maybe the biggest feeling is disappointed.
i feel it now, even my boy not really getting married but the problem between is equal.
no way for us to be together any ever more.
the only reason i still stand with him right now is because...
you know, it's never ever be easy to let go of someone that you know like forever.
4 years isn't a short time
besides, being best friend with him is the best way i could ever think.
simply because i need him, he need me.
and no matter how bad is him, that's him.
who am i to ask him to change.
every shit happened for a reason.
another wise word that proving its right.
even the reason's not coming up to me yet.
someday it will.
