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he stabbed me from my back for like a million times,

and he blame me for that for like a million times, too.

home

Bahkan ketika menangis ga membuat saya merasakan apa apa

ketika air mata jatuh bukan lagi disaat saya merasakan sakit

ketika semua yg saya lakukan seperti tidak nyata

ketika semua perasaan hilang dan saya tidak bisa merasakan apapun

tidak sakit, tidak senang

ketika yg saya inginkan hanya kembali ke rumah

atau sekedar menemukan "rumah".

blow up

life isn't get better at any cost. this world is turn me drown lately. tasks that i didn't finish yet, project that upcoming in the next few week, love story...... *sigh*
you know i need rest. or maybe i need someone to cover me. seems like i'm tired to keep my mask on. i need refresh. i need maybe a vacation to some-place-that-strange-and-i'm-not-visit-that-yet




"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you."

- Mike O' Donnel (17 Again )

i'm done writing.