secondhand serenade's poem

6.2.11
you had been mesed up my day for years. bring me up and down like i'm just a priceless. i only hope you hear me now. this is not a story about you & i. this is just mine, a twist in my story.

you are a drug since you come. you take me with you but then you just stay away. i remember your call for the first time. you're a stranger but it feels like i have known you since long.

you bring me laugh and cheer me up. maybe that's the reason why i fall for you. and when i fly higher and higher you make my world turns down into the deepest earth. i pretend to be a great liar the show the world that everything is alright. when the truth is i'm too vulnerable. it feels like i'm half alive when you're far away.

i remember about a song you like and we sang it together. i will never say i hate this song because i like everything you like. it could be the last song ever that i heard everytime i went to sleep. just for remind me that this story, my story and maybe yours too, it's not over. even when i just can look at you from the distance.

it's never be easy. i miss you too much. i never wish to get something more. all i ever ask you is to stay close, don't go. i'm too afraid if you say goodbye. and i never suppose to erase you.

once again i make my world. just like a movie, i let it roll. and every movie is have an end. wish it would be a happy ending for me...







p.s: put your attention, this is a secondhand serenade's poem. check their songs list and you'll find the bold words. happy hunting! :p

random thought

4.2.11
This thought about future has come to my mind lately
The idea of being older, being grow up
10 years from now,
What would I be look like?
With who I would be?
Did I have married or not?
How much children?
How is my life would be?
And how about you?
What would you be look like?
Would it be the same as now or change?
Would be us meet again?
Would you still remember me?
With who you would be?
Am I know that girl?
Did you have married or not?
Did you have children?
And how is your life?
I'm 17th and you are 18th,
How if we meet when I'm 27th?
Or when I'm 22th?
I'm afraid when 27th everything's too late
Could we?
I'm gonna miss you for sure.