Malang Kuliner - 1

 Jadi, disinilah tempat tujuan jalan-jalan sore saya hari ini,

"Toko Oen"

Jalan-jalan saya hari ini itu acara mendadak, tiba-tiba diajak Raden Mochammad Kharish Ghazy keliling Malang. Dia bilang ada toko es krim enak yang masih kaya jaman dulu. Dan dibawa lah saya kesini.

Pertama kali sampe parkiran, ada yg bikin saya tertarik. Ucapan selamat datang yang seperti ini.

Sayang saya ga bawa kamera - ini hasil saya ngesearch di internet -_-

Toko Oen es krimnya enak. Yaa mirip mirip lah sama Ragusa di Jakarta. Sama sama nuansa tempo doloe. Dan kata Pak Raden saya ini yg udah duluan kesini ada pelayan yg bisa ngomong bahasa Belanda juga. Sayang waktu saya kesini, pelayan yg itu gaada.


Ohiya, ini loh partner jalan-jalan saya :)

Sampai jumpa di kuliner selanjutnya :)

Ik hou van je

:$

I want to snuggle up with you and watch movies and snuggle and eat popcorn and did i mention the snuggling?

The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace,
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it,
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will,
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr

To do this thing is all what i need now

should i take the string off, so i can just jump without come back?

bungee jumping is an activity that involves jumping from a tall structure while connected to a large elastic cord. The tall structure is usually a fixed object, such as a building, bridge or crane; but it is also possible to jump from a movable object, such as a hot-air-balloon or helicopter, that has the ability to hover above the ground. The thrill comes as much from the free-falling as from the rebounds.

here i come, Malang

I'm going with a flight, tomorrow. To Malang. Place where i will spend my next 4 years. Going to college and do the college stuff.
Gonna stay there just for 10 days and then i'll back to Jakarta.
Mind to wait?


xoxo, m

August, 2 2011

"Kasarnya udah mentok"

"Tapi menurut gue, perjalanan kita masih panjang Nda"

"Kita belom mentok :')"

"Gue tau perjalanan kita masih panjang dan kita belom mentok..."

"Tapi buat gue, dunia gue sekarang dia. Tempat gue balik ya dia"

"Yaa kenyataan emang ga selalu nyenengin kan Fat"

even the picture knows

that is not always nice

When you grow up, your best friends become your worst enemies.
Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Cellphones are used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Underwear turns into thongs. Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet not wearing a condom? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? When dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and mom was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings, race issues were about who ran the fastest? War was only a card  game, the only drug you knew was cough medicine, and wearing a skirt didn't make you a whore? The only things that hurt you were skinned knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
The only drama you knew of  was  Romeo and Juliet? The only thing you could cheat in was games, and players were only for sports not  relationships? The only way we could change was with clothes and not ourselves.
Yet we absolutely couldn't wait to grow up.

- Unknown

love struck

today, 11:56 am

my heart just skip a beat. he's less than one meter around me. i love his smell. and his face when he sleep.

ah i've told you, heart, to not keep falling back.

classic but..... :')

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”
- Bob Marley, How to Love a Woman

Dan disinilah pilihan saya...

Bapak, Inda lulus :')

alhamdulillah :')

Alhamdulillah. Satu keinginan mama udah terwujud. Sastra Inggris Universitas Padjajaran. Tinggal keinginan bapak yg belum. Teknik Elektro Universitas Brawijaya. Bismillah semoga diterima. Amin. Terimakasih ya Allah. :')

no offense

Saya. Kangen. Rambut. Panjang. Saya

Surprise! Surprise!

Jadi sedari malem kemaren itu saya kepikiran satu hal. Surprise! Entah kenapa saya lagi pengen banget di surprise-in orang. Hahaha emang sih kesannya ngarep banget. Ah tapi emang pengen banget ko hahaha.

Surprisenya jadi gini...


"Ada orang yg udah lama gapernah ketemu saya dan jelas jelas saya pengen banget ketemu dia karna harus menyelesaikan sesuatu tiba tiba dateng ke rumah saya pagi pagi. Dateng aja gitu gaada angin gaada ujan dan gaada pemberitahuan apalagi konfirmasi sebelumnya. Untung aja saya di rumah, kalo engga?


Dia dateng, jam 7 pagi. Oke kenapa jam 7 pagi? Karna saya tau persis ini orang bangunnya siang. Dia anak kelelawar kalo malem nyari makan kalo siang tidur di kamar. Jadi saya pilih jam 7 pagi biar kesannya kan dia usaha banget gitu surprise-in saya hehehe


Dia dateng saya masih bobo bobo cantik di kamar. Dia bilang sama mama saya yang notabene lebih kangen dia daripada saya anaknya sendiri buat naik ke atas ke kamar bangunin saya. Pintu kamar saya dikunci, dia gedor gedor pintu kamar. "tok tok tok". Dan saya yang kalo lagi tidur gampang banget kebangunnya pun bangun. Masih muka bantal rambut berantakan cuma pake kaos gombrong yg kemaren saya minta dia kasih saya sama celana pendek yg ga keliatan karna saking panjangnya itu kaos - atau saya yg terlalu mini - bukain pintu kamar yg dikunci.


Dan yg terjadi selanjutnya adalah... Saya buka pintu dalam keadaan mata saya masih sipit dan kabur buat ngeliat dan ada badan gede di depan saya. Kaget? Jelas lah. Apalagi waktu dia nyodorin sebuket mawar putih buat saya... Aaaaa rasanya kaya ada kupu-kupu di perut saya. Stomach butterfly. Yaa perasaan semacam itulah.


Dan sejam kemudian saya udah mandi udah rapi udah wangi dan siap pergi. Akhirnya saya bisa ngambil hadiah saya. Iya, seharian sama orang ini. Jalan-jalan keliling Jakarta. Museum. Dan ada lagi keinginan terbaru saya nonton teater laskar pelangi, sama kamu. Hahaha what a day!"




P.S: Sumpah ini cerita cuma karangan saya. Jadi bukan kejadian sebenernya. Mungkin akan kejadian atau mungkin engga sama sekali. Saya cuma wonder aja kalo one day bakal ada kejadian kaya gini. Pengen banget hahaha.

is it weird, bear?

"And i just don't know why i always back to you. 

I'm running to another guy,

but in the end there's always you that i'm looking for"

bgdsgsilurtyiuhgd

Saya cuma pengen kamu jaga perasaan saya

Terlepas dari masih atau tidaknya kamu sayang saya

Dan kalaupun masih, buktikan

Saya cuma butuh pembuktian

Butuh kamu yakinin saya kalau,

"no matter how hard she chasing after you, your heart belongs to me"

Saya ga butuh omongan

Saya butuh tindakan

Karna tindakan jauh lebih berharga

Dan saya butuh kamu ngomong ke semua orang kalau cuma ada saya

Jakarta!

Jadi, inilah hasil perburuan saya hari ini.
Akhirnya saya tau harus jawab apa setiap kamu nanya "mau pergi kemana?"
Saya mau pergi, keliling Jakarta.
Sama kamu.

Saya punya banyak tempat yang mau saya datengin.
Ga melulu tentang pantai.
Karna ternyata saya lebih tertarik pergi ke museum layang-layang sama kamu.
Kamu tau ga museum layang-layang?
Kalo engga, pergi sama saya yuk.

Saya punya segudang tempat yg mau saya datengin.
Tapi jangan anggep saya aneh ya.
Karna saya lebih tertarik pergi ke museum daripada ke mall.
Lebih tertarik ngeliat bintang di Taman Ismail Marzuki daripada nonton film di bioskop.
Lebih tertarik nyoba makanan pinggir jalan daripada restoran mahal.

Ah saya mah ga elit.
Saya cuma gasuka matahari siang.
Nanti tambah item dong.
Dan gasuka rambut saya berantakan.
Kamu tau kan?


Jadi kapan dong pergi sama saya?
Jangan lupa bawa kamera ya.
Nanti saya ajak keliling Jakarta.
Yang ternyata ga melulu tentang mall dan hedonista.

hey there, fat bear

"Dulu kalau aku tak begitu, kini bagaimana aku?

Dulu kalau aku tak disitu, kini dimana aku?

Kini kalau aku begini, kelak bagaimana aku?

Kini kalau aku disini, kelak dimana aku?

Tak tau dulu atau kelak

Cuma tau kini aku begini

Cuma tau kini aku disini

Dan kini aku melihatmu."

- Summer in Seoul, Ilana Tan

(500) days of summer

- (500) Days of Summer

"This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen, grew up believing that he’d never truly be happy until the day he met the one. The girl, Summer Finn, did not share this belief. You should know up front this is not a love story."

Summer: I love The Smiths.

Tom: [removing his headphones] Sorry?

Summer: I said I love The Smiths. You–you have a good taste in music.

Tom: You like The Smiths?

Summer: Yeah. “To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.” I love ‘em.

[Summer steps off the elevator]

Tom: Holy shit.

Summer: [laughing] No I’m not a lesbian. I just, don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.

.......

Summer: Ok. I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.

.......

Tom: Ok but wait–wait. What happens, if you fall in love?

[she scoffs]

Tom: What?

Summer: You don’t believe that, do you?

Tom: It’s love, it’s not Santa Claus.

Tom: It's official. I'm in love with Summer. 

Tom: I love her smile. I love her hair. I love her knees. I love how she licks her lips before she talks. I love her heart-shaped birthmark on her neck. I love it when she sleeps.

.......

Tom: I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

"As he listened, Tom began to realize that these stories weren't routinely told. These were stories one had to earn. He could feel the wall coming down. He wondered if anyone else had made it this far. Which is why the next six words changed everything." 

.......

Summer: I've never told anybody that before. 

Tom: I guess I'm not just anybody.

Summer: You always wanted to write greeting cards?

Tom: No, I don’t even want to do it now.

Summer: Well you should do something else then.

Tom: Yeah. I studied to be an architect, actually.

Summer: You did that’s cool. What happened there?

Tom: Didn’t work out. I needed a job and here we are.

Tom: Did you ever do this, you think back on all the times you've had with someone and you just replay it in your head over and over again and you look for those first signs of trouble?

Tom: Nobody loves Ringo Starr.
Summer: That's what I love about him. 

Tom: Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it. But, you know, I just... I need some consistency.
Summer: I know.
Tom: I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently.
Summer: And I can't give you that. Nobody can.

Summer: We're just friends.
Tom: No! Don't pull that with me! Kissing in the copy room? Holding hands in IKEA? Shower sex? Come on! Friends my balls!

Tom: What happened? Why - why didn't they work out?
Summer: What always happens. Life.

Summer: I woke up one morning and I just knew. 

Tom: Knew what? 

Summer: What I was never sure of with you.

.......

Tom: You don't want to be named as anybody's girlfriend, and now you're someone's wife?

Summer: Well, you know, I guess it's 'cause I was sitting in a deli and reading Dorian Gray and a guy comes up to me and asks me about it and... now he's my husband. 

Tom: Yeah. And... so?
Summer: So, what if I'd gone to the movies? What if I had gone somewhere else for lunch? What if I'd gotten there 10 minutes later? It was - it was meant to be. And... I just kept thinking... Tom was right.
Tom: No.
Summer: Yeah, I did.
[laughs]
Summer: I did. It just wasn't me that you were right about.

"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin and they end with no lasting memory made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."

Tom: [the girl at the job interview agrees to meet Tom for coffee afterward] We'll figure it out. My name's Tom.
Girl at Interview: [Last lines of the film] Nice to meet you.
[Shakes his hand]
Girl at interview: I'm Autumn.
[Tom looks at the camera in amazement. Film cuts to a title card with a "1" indicating the first day of Tom's relationship with Autumn]

- End

ah, it's kinda messed me up

Loving you is the biggest risk I've ever take. Got a deep hurt all around my heart. I'm entering your heart and finally found something, someone. Then i ask, "who's that girl who standing right next to me and fill your heart too?". Realize something and with a hurry I close your heart's door again. So then I just can cry. And thinking about everything about us. I never be a player since we've start being together. I never did, then why don't you do the same?. A man can never love two women at the same time. Then why you can?

secondhand serenade's poem

you had been mesed up my day for years. bring me up and down like i'm just a priceless. i only hope you hear me now. this is not a story about you & i. this is just mine, a twist in my story.

you are a drug since you come. you take me with you but then you just stay away. i remember your call for the first time. you're a stranger but it feels like i have known you since long.

you bring me laugh and cheer me up. maybe that's the reason why i fall for you. and when i fly higher and higher you make my world turns down into the deepest earth. i pretend to be a great liar the show the world that everything is alright. when the truth is i'm too vulnerable. it feels like i'm half alive when you're far away.

i remember about a song you like and we sang it together. i will never say i hate this song because i like everything you like. it could be the last song ever that i heard everytime i went to sleep. just for remind me that this story, my story and maybe yours too, it's not over. even when i just can look at you from the distance.

it's never be easy. i miss you too much. i never wish to get something more. all i ever ask you is to stay close, don't go. i'm too afraid if you say goodbye. and i never suppose to erase you.

once again i make my world. just like a movie, i let it roll. and every movie is have an end. wish it would be a happy ending for me...







p.s: put your attention, this is a secondhand serenade's poem. check their songs list and you'll find the bold words. happy hunting! :p

random thought

This thought about future has come to my mind lately
The idea of being older, being grow up
10 years from now,
What would I be look like?
With who I would be?
Did I have married or not?
How much children?
How is my life would be?
And how about you?
What would you be look like?
Would it be the same as now or change?
Would be us meet again?
Would you still remember me?
With who you would be?
Am I know that girl?
Did you have married or not?
Did you have children?
And how is your life?
I'm 17th and you are 18th,
How if we meet when I'm 27th?
Or when I'm 22th?
I'm afraid when 27th everything's too late
Could we?
I'm gonna miss you for sure.