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kemaren atau berapa hari yang lalu ada percakapan di rumah gue yang super annoying banget deh atau lebih tepatnya kaka gue yang annoying grrr.

gue : " mom, inda nanti mau jadi pramugari aja deh. lulus sma langsung masuk sekolah pramugari. nanti kerjanya enak trus.......... (bla bla bla sampe panjang lebar gue ngomong)"

(kaka gue tiba tiba nyamber)

kaka gue : " hahaha (ketawa ngejek) mau jadi pramugari? ga salah? lo udah jelek, item, pendek, gendut mana bisa jadi pramugari hahaha"

gue : (dokem gabisa ngomong apa apa zz)

segitu jeleknyakah gue?????????? hhhhhhhhh 

baby, i want to ask you

 i already do what you want me to.

so, what else?

sooooooooo what's going on?

well, if you ask me what i'm feeling, surely i'm sad but i'm not broken. i'm not hurt, i just get a little dissapointed.

because of what you did to me, i realized that many friends of mine are loved me. and i know their love will help me to be stronger.

i still crying and miss you, and wish you were here. i keep on  asking "when you'll come to me and explain what happened to us in front of my face?"

i don't know what is your answer, but.. you know what, the sky is still blue without you

 

this week song, everyone. i'm listening to hot air balloon - owl city . it's totally cool!!!!!!!

even i asked one of my friend to painted it for me. he made one big balloon with a girl inside, he said it was me! with blue sky and another little balloon around. it's a nice picture, i though. and i dream to have a balloon one day wihihihihi.

okaaaay i'm tired. see you later. wish everything will be alright ya! xoxo :D 

i love you :(

one day, when it is all over and everything back fine again and you still remember me, come and call me, and i will say,

 "welcome back, dear. i love you" 

rain

 i love rain

with the storm

the cold

the wet 

and the rainbow after it

someone will come after that rain

bring me the rainbow

the flowers

the sun 

pick me up and say

rain will always stop and rainbow will come

don't sad

cause even in your hardest day

there's always a good thing after it

dream on

lately, i like to sing this song. romantic. makes me wish someday there is someone who will sing this for me :)
here it is, hellogoodbye - oh it is love

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes upon yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

and if you don't mind to listen this song, please check this  to hear this song

life is like a roller-coaster this week

people get annoyed

and i had a crowd in my head

fell asleep with tears

and woke up in the middle of night because of nightmare

no one i can talk with

even i want to

i need arms to hold, now

and please don't ask about what happened

just give me a big hug

it's more than enough