i have no bravery to say this

26.11.09
it's simply like when you were right and then she blamed you
she said you are a bad girl when you tried to be a good girl
and then guess what,
you decided to be a real bad girl.

ask to her:
can you appreciate me?
say thanks to me?
proud of me?

being a good girl is never easy
i do try, for you
good in every aspect in my life
maybe, it's still not enough
but be calm, i have so much work to do to fix that
and then please realize that i am a good girl


i love you
i'll do anything, mom

for what happened few days ago

8.11.09